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Diagnosed with Bipolar/mood disorder?

I came from the psych today with the complaints:
-I can’t feel my emotions. Sometimes I KNOW I’m happy, I KNOW I love my boyfriend and I KNOW I’m sad but I can’t feel it. It’s like my mind knows what I’m supposed to feel but my body isn’t cooperating. It’s like I’m emotionally detached all the time.

-It’s also been hard to control my thoughts. It’s like at one minute, I’m convinced that I’m not falling out of love with my boyfriend and that I just have a sickness, in another minute I start freaking out because I think I really might be falling out of love and I will never be happy again..

- the ‘vibes’ of places don’t seem the same anymore, and I can’t look forward to anything like I used to. The things I found fun don’t interest me anymore and it made me panic so much because I KNOW I’m not like this…

- Time flies by so fast, it’s like I’m in a dream.. It’s like I know what I’m experiencing isn’t real because I know who I really am and what I’m feeling (or rather not feeling) is who I’m not! I know what makes me happy/sad/excited.. but recently , I haven’t been feeling it

It all started when I panicked about having hemorrhoids, I thought it was a serious illness or something so I freaked out and after that I thought I was falling out of love with my bf since I was so emotionally detached from him and even to my sister whom I love so much.

So she diagnosed me as Bipolar or she’d rather put it as ‘Mood disorder’
She said that I have symptoms of depression but also other symptoms which led her to conclude that. She said I have to stabilize my moods in order to feel again because being bipolar.. the hyper side and the depressed side gets mixed up so I don’t know how to feel.. so I don’t feel anything…So she gave me mood stabilizers (she said these are commonly used for people with epilepsy)

Does that seem just about right ? I’m just curious as to what you guys think…
Also, why can’t one drink alcohol while on these meds?

Side aches associated with blood sugar?

I’ve been on the atkins diet for 4 months now and recently have been getting these sharp cramp like pains all over my midsection. It feels like a side ache or catch you get when you’re running but all over. Once it was so bad I couldn’t breathe. Could this have something to do with me not eating sugar? Is my body rejecting this diet? I’ve lost 23lbs and I feel less tired and healthier except for these pains, well and my stool is harder. I’ve been taking stool softeners but does little good. I’ve also have had hemorrhoid problems. This pain goes all the way up the sides of my rib cage so I don’t think it’s the stool causing it.

online hemorrohoid treatment pills. is it safe or not?

i have hemorrhoids and searching on internet i stumbled across the website below. ad says hemorrhoids cured in 48 hours with the pills. is this real? and is it safe? price is 100 dollar ad states. how can pill cure hemorrhoid? hemorrhoid is external. pill goes into stomach. makes no sense? i heard of things like suppository or cream. but pill is new thing to hear
http://www.hemorrhoids-treatment.net/2010/10/best-hemorrhoid-treatment.html

6 months pregnant with bloody stool?

Well, I am 6 months pregnant, and when I had a BM today there was blood in the toilet. The first time I wiped there was blood on the tp. Then I wiped again and nothing? Well, the same thing happened AGAIN today. Same thing. Does that sound like hemorrhoids or something different? I know TMI, but I’ve never had this before. Thanks so much for your answers!!!

Do hemorrhoids stay forever?

I’m 14 and I kinda strained a little much while I was doing my business (as I don’t get enough fiber in my diet). It was late and I immediately went to bed after that. In the morning I felt itchy down there but I thought it was just a rash. After that day I decided to google it because it didn’t get any better. I found that I probably had a hemorrhoid and I still thought it would just go away because I didn’t and still don’t understand what they are completely. Today when I went to the bathroom there was a small amount of blood on the tissue paper and that freaked me out. So my question is will it be itchy forever (it doesn’t hurt it just kinda itches) or is there something I can do to get rid of it like eating more fiber and drinking more water? Also I can’t see anything down there so I don’t think it is a serious external one. Please help I’m pretty confused and scared, any help would be cool thanks in advance.

Has anyone Used H-miracle and found it useful?

Im young,out of money and have no job.
Im really sick. And on top of that i got hemorrhoids.
Its external ( not sure ) .. But its visible and its hanging out of my A-hole. As far as the info i got from google. It defines it as an external hemorrhoid.

My story.
I got it a year ago. Not painful wat so ever. Ignored it. (because i didnt know what it was)
3 days later,started getting so itchy. Ignored it.
Few days pass. It would hurt a little during a BM (bowel movement) And found blood. ignored it.
It only happend for a few days and the roid was no longer bothering me,nor was it even visible to me. So i ignored and moved on. .

2 months ago. Roid was visible again.. or maybe it has always been there,but i never paid enough attention to it,because i never thought it could be anything… i started to worry since it has been over a year now. I remembered one day my mum talking about hemorrhoids and how painful they can be.

I searched the internet and it turns out that i have external roids. ( as far as i know)

Its been 2 months. I have been going through hell. I have issues with anxieties which makes it even worse for me. I dont know what to do i am embarrassed to go to my doctor so i found out there was home remedies i can try out.

I tried sitz baths. It worked for a while,since i never had discomfort with my roids. And the roids started to shrink in size.

2 days ago, i started feeling discomfort and a little bit of discomfort and itching ( not bad )

Since my roid isnt big,i thought maybe i should get rid of it asap,before it gets worse.

i started having doubts about going to the doc,and i dont know what to do.

I found H-miracle and everyone keeps saying its amazing.

So please PLEASE.. PLEASE If anyone out there have used the book and found it VERY useful,please can someone give me any medicine or herbel medicine written in there.

I cant afford the book,i cant buy anything,i dont have an account and i cant tell my parents. (family issues) .. I am miserable . Please someone help me thank you so much.

Do I no longer have hemorrhoids?

I no longer see blood on the toilet paper after wiping. Does this mean that the hemorrhoids are gone? Will they come back off and on for the rest of my life?

Sorry for this sort of gross question.

My hemorrhoid has not gotten better in the last week, should I be concerned?

I noticed the hemorrhoid about a week ago after experiencing constipation. I’ve had one before but it went away soon after. I used PreparationH consistently for several days but it didn’t provided relief as far as swelling goes. After a week of discomfort I am starting to get concerned if it will go away. Do they ever go away on their own? My digestive tract has improved since adding lots of fiber but this doesn’t seem to be helping the actual hemorrhoidd.

Why is blood on toilet paper after I am done wiping?

When I use the toilet for a bowel movement I wipe pretty thoroughly to make sure I am clean. Sometimes when I wipe I end up seeing blood on the toilet paper and the area around my anus is sore. Why is this? Could it be hemorrhoids?

Poll: how many hemorrhoids have you had in your lifetime?

SOVIET i think you mean poor diet as hemorrhoids are caused by a few things non-hygienically related, diet being one of them.